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RUST

by Buddy Junior

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1.
RUST 03:55
all this honest sweat dripping off my numb head better in the air debtor betting on prayer swearing feral sense specter clouding my lens with all this honest sweat dripping off my numb head and all the other shit that i'm forced to ingest oh! i feel it in my brainstem swearing feral sense specter clouding my lens and all this honest sweat dripping off my numb head thought i saw holy water only mud god it's just my ugly luck gotta wash out the rust god it's just my ugly luck
2.
Track 2 05:02
the way you sweat like glitter (i feel sick again) the way you sweat like rain (look at the bruise on my knees) the way you sweat like stress (i feel sick again) you're like a day in june (you know you know what i mean) find a way to the garden (i feel sick again) find a way to forget (look at the bruise on my knees) silver pastures in harvest (i feel sick again) with thorn in every step (you know you know what i mean) i feel sick again look at the bruise on my knees i feel sick again you know you know what i mean i been praying to nothing (the way you sweat like...) look at the bruise on my knees (the way you sweat like...) i've been swimming in poison (the way you sweat like...) you know you know what i mean i wanna feel safe (the way you sweat like...) safe to feel your skin (the way you sweat like...) when you look this way (the way you sweat like...) i feel sick again call me sinister call me a sinner call me a liar call me anything baby yeah
3.
POSSESSION 03:29
i feel it in my lungs a sharpness like the fragments of your love once made of metal but i'm water made it rust tried to burn all of your memory turn to dust it surrounds me i can't help but breath you in possession you're in me now yeah you're in me now i can't get you out you're in me now possession
4.
FEVER BABY 05:16
fever baby it'll be ok fever baby don't go away fever baby it'll be ok fever baby don't go away i'm right here for you fever baby i'm right near for you fever baby fever baby i love you don't forget that i need when the sun goes down in this dark room right next to you toss and turn all night i never sleep the whole night through fever baby it'll be ok fever baby don't go away fever baby it'll be ok fever baby don't be afraid i'm right here for you fever baby i'm right near for you fever baby i'm right here (for you) i'm right near (for you) fever baby where are you told me yesterday that you were moving out sitting here i am ripped in two feeling so sick like you gave me the flu waiting here for you (you tell me that you know what i don't)
5.
bit my tongue tastes like rust feel no love feel no trust if i leave don't wait up make no peace give no fucks held me close in a dream you can't give what i need stay asleep don't wait up make no peace give no fucks
6.
HOLY 02:53
hear you talk out i can hear you in the back i don't talk so loud hear you talking out i don't talk so loud see you from afar i can see you in my eyes and i know you are alone i am all alone and i hate the way i feel afraid see you in the back of every moment i dream everybody wants peace everybody wants peace hear you talking on i can feel it like a fog way you cloud my thoughts hear you talk on i don't talk so long tried to drown it out tried to smoke it out tried to fuck it out try it all at once and i hate the way i feel ashamed see you in the back of every moment i dream everybody wants peace everybody wants peace where you go i can't see hear you talk about me everybody wants peace everybody wants peace
7.
our house 02:14
damn it try that again
8.
DIZZY 03:32
somewhere in my body hiding there's a disease they tell me nothing in this mother fucking life is free and Dee says she's gonna pray for me but god already knows i sold my soul hella cheap and the porker's got his strong arms around my neck he tells me imma pin you down for resisting arrest so i went to the store to buy cigarettes but the forest burnt down i'm feeling shortness of breath so keep the box closed when they roll me away you know i can't stand the stupid fucking look on their faces and my mother's so sick, tells me i'm her sickness and paulie's getting wasted so he don't make sense he goes ooh i'm so blue so will you stay near me as they put me away you know i feel much better with you close to me baby so will you stay near me when they put me away you know i'd feel much better with you close to me
9.
ten bucks say you're in spaces you keep in your head it's pretty in there i know your sun shines on while it's cold out here and it's raining out here and i know you're somewhere else my dear and i know you're somewhere far from here i can't see you right in front of me so i know you're somewhere far from here ten bucks say you're out getting high sitting on the front steps of the place you live but i couldn't say what it looks like i just know it's somewhere far from here you got everything you wanted so there's dead herbs in the garden and fake flowers in the kitchen did you forget about those old dreams dear?
10.
2 CENTS 03:00
i don't need your 2 cents if i had a dollar for every good thing you said to me i would have no money cuz your talk is cheap so you can drag your little feet across the floor cuz i ain't take this shit anymore i can't remember the last time i couldn't hear your voice whispering inside my ear without a choice and you'd sound so sweet when you'd talk to me why can't you leave me alone? why can't you let me be? yeah i don't give a fuck what you think change my number i don't wanna hear you speak everybody wanna have a say say it don't spray it when you say my name yeah i don't really care what you speak i don't really give a fuck what you think everybody wanna have a say well say it don't spray it when you say my name
11.
i gave you my metal heart and you turned it into rust i gave you all of my love and you threw it in the mud i gave you all of my time but it never was enough you gave me all of your trust did i turn it into dust? did i turn it into dust? you know the color of peace you know the color of sleep you know the color of dreams you know the color of me yeah you know all these things so what did i say the morning that we met? you'd never forget you'd never forget

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the distinguishing feature of ( ) is that ( ) is not stable enough to be identical with itself. this is why its pliancy and its ductility enable the active dissolution called rust.

this record is dedicated to ruby jules and to chloe santos. i think you would have liked how it turned out.

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released February 22, 2024

all songs written, and recorded by jaybe lenar
with additional credits to Harvey Forgets, Feedbag, DJ Lethargy, and Christina's Trip

mixed by Grace Coleman at Different Fur Studios
mastered by Scoops Dardaris

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single art by erk frank

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